Benny Kins

Hi!! I kin to cope + I have a lot of unresolved identity issues that seems to come from mental illness, so some of these are a little all over the place. I have tried to organize them based on what they are and who they are to me, but it's harder than I anticipated.Note I use kin as an umbrella term for myself!! I'm not comfortable with the other potential terms used for these sorts of things.[WIP!! Not all links work atm]

Me

Characters I see, in some form or fashion, as myself with little to no detachment.

Important

Characters that are still important to me for my sense of identity, but less so than the ones above.

Silly funny

Characters I identify with, but with little attachment at all. Just kind of some guys!!

me

Partially in order - I see these characters either 100% as me, or as me but like. Links currently broken save me im still figuring this shit out rnThese are also relatively in order !!

Benjamin/Hokma - LobCorp/Ruina (Above All)

Saturn - Pokémon

Tsumugi Aoba - Ensemble Stars

James Talloran - SCP Foundation

Kabuto Yakushi - Naruto (MAYBE.)

important

Also partially in order - characters that are important to me in an identity sense, but without the extreme level of attachment that the ones in the other category are.

Jin Shirato - Persona 3

Ingo - Pokémon

Dr. Flug Slys - Villainous

Sunburst - My Little Pony

Archer - Pokémon

Qibli - Wings of Fire

Crowfeather - Warrior Cats

Kazuma - Noragami

Silly funny

Big list of characters that are just kinda silly funnies for me!! Still probably linked to me in some way but nowhere near as much as the others. Still in some sort of order

Roland - Library of Ruina

Kunikida Doppo - Bungou Stray Dogs

Shasha - Wonderlab

Osamu Dazai - Bungou Stray Dogs

Clemont - Pokémon

Hawkwing - Warrior Cats

Nathaniel Hawthorne - Bungou Stray Dogs

Eikichi Mishina - Persona 2

Rantaro Amami - Danganronpa V3

Ashe Bradley - Witch's Heart

Katsuya Suou - Persona 2

Charlie Parker - Charlie Parker Series

Spamton - Deltarune

Shinjiro Aragaki - Persona 3

Alderheart - Warrior Cats

Takeharu Kirijo - Persona 3

Quint - Jaws

Tetchou Suehiro - Bungou Stray Dogs

Benjamin

To put this in simple terms, I usually find myself as Benjamin now, and Hokma as me in the future. Both of these characters are heavily ingrained in my sense of self and my sense of identity, even if there is an air of separation between them. More than any other character, if I see things that have to do with these characters, my brain immediately chimes in like "Oh! That's me!" and I can't really help it.Because of this, I'm extremely wary of doubles of this guy, or even people with them as their pfp, though this primarily comes from previously poor experiences.I usually welcome being sent fanart of them, but please keep in mind that, while Sir Ayin is a comfort character for me, I cannot handle seeing him shipped with me whatsoever without warning. Please be careful.